i think about how to present works more often these days, which is a good sign. slowly realizing how important it is to show people what i do even though i am not quite satisfied with them. hopefully will learn something from this, not only feel shame.
the year is going almost its half way through already. i wrote over ten blog drafts since this year started. i wanted to say something to somebody i didn't know who i was talking to, but i somehow knew and expected you to listen how i thought about what happened in the past five months.
the long winter passed and it seems like summer after a week-long spring in new york. we waited for the warmer weather and now we complain about how hot and crowded the city became.
we talk about everything else carefully avoiding what we really need to.